If you're interested in me, you have a really peculiar way of showing it sugar. So peculiar that I wonder if you're even interested at all.

I Try

Never assume my dear, it's irritating. I thought you would've learned by now. Now, what do you say we grab some lunch sometime next week?? That is, if we can discuss something other than what's continually on your mind.


Ben Taylor - I Try

You Know I'm No Good

1. Dearest, I'm sorry if you got the wrong idea, but I'm hardly interested...you see...I thought we were on the same page, that is, I thought you thought of me in a platonic way as well.

2. You on the other hand...consider me seduced. Sublime, yesterday was, I'm sure you'll agree..

Amy Winehouse - You Know I'm No Good

If what I read has nothing to do with me then I fully retract this post. And should probably stop assuming the worst. The coincidence of the date just kind of had me reeling.

I am cleared of the past. I don't hold any grudges and not everything I say or do has to do with you! I'm sorry if you think that way and if you misunderstood what I did or said (either of which I don't even remember as everything I said was just in passing.)

Of course I just feel uncomfortable when we're forced to make conversation as...well...what is there really to say given everything before? I don't believe in conversations that have a great deal of unnatural effort to them. I wish to put a painful past behind me and accept that things will never be as it was before (even if we've come to an understanding) I'm sure you agree with me on this point. I'm a different person from that of two years ago and you've probably changed as well...it's time to stop misunderstanding each other and assuming the worst of the worst.

I only wish you the best for 2009 and hope that everything goes well for you.

Use Your Love

Well my love, have you ever wondered what could happen if what we have actually happened? In other words, if what we want to happen happens?

Of course, we may also be so impassive that nothing may actually happen although there is that somethin' somethin' but we just don't know never know.

So what I'm trying to say is, now will what I want to happen that I want you to know to happen, happen?

Other Thoughts of the Day:
- I am done done done with my econ final!
- I need new winter clothes. Oh blazers, sweaters, boots, scarves and hats...how I've missed you so.


I love messing around on photofunia.

Song of the day is:
Katy Perry - Use Your Love

The sky is blue; I do what I do

Wow.

Why is it that I feel so much annoyance. Towards you. Totally understand some of the feelings and perceptions that people have of you more than ever.
Sometimes I feel like I've burned so many bridges from being so damn loyal.

Well no regrets right?
I don't regret what I did.
But I can't stop looking back.
...so is that remorse?

I don't want to see you or talk to you right now. Maybe and hopefully time will change things,
but not now.
So, laters.

People with their negativity with their little bitter comments every freaking time i talk to them are so annoying. I don't know if it's low self esteem or what.
They drag me down and then I start feeling the same way as them.
Some weird freaking form of osmosis or something
God! I feel like I have to go through like, self esteem therapy for 20 minutes after talking to them to recover.

These people have real power man.