I think....I think too much.

It's not a big deal, I know it's not personal, it's just hard to accept it and move along.

I want to almost giggle from this whole thing.
So ridiculous and inappropriate I can't believe it. What an eventful evening!

This really should be interesting.

Yellow

I look at pages and pages of desserts and food when I'm bored. I'm so gluttonous and I don't know how to control it-- I end up overindulging and try to offset it with salads and greens. Because that's my logic. The vegetables will balance out everything. It'll dissolve aaalll the sugar in my stomach and viola! Healthy healthy healthy.









Coldplay - Yellow

A Lack of Color

Some random thoughts

1. I can't wait until this week is over.
2. School makes me ugly. Sometimes I wake up and I don't recognize what i see in the mirror. I have to pile on extra makeup to look back to my normal self.
3. The glow I had in the summer is long gone.
4. I'm stupid as hell in calculus.
5. You're growing on me.
6. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
7. Arctic Monkeys are love.
8. I wish people would be more considerate sometimes. Makes me heated when I think about it.
9. I'm turning into a huge health nut.
10. I feel so sick whenever I'm reminded of certain things. Sometimes, that feeling of downcast is so overwhelming. I try so hard to not dwell, but it's just a feeling i can't shake. I just want it to go away.



Death Cab For Cutie - A Lack of Color

Wow

Aaron Johnson!!!

I have a hundred things to tell you.

But I can't even get a single sentence out because there simply isn't a chance.
I mean, I've put out all the chances I possibly can, but there's just nothing back on your part. Nil.

I am so tired of this. I don't want to care.

Forgive me if I'm feeling a little bit depressed right now. I'm just not sure how I'm supposed to feel.
I feel like it's always one step forward, two steps back.